tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-198734422012-01-25T19:44:07.692-05:00Read some thoughts, poems, song lyrics, quotes and other meaningful things from a gurl who thinks too much, lives each day sitting in a wheelchair, feels deeply, and enjoys life, especially orange coloured objects, music, coffee, laughing and hanging out with the cool folk.OCGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18225651315132673083noreply@blogger.comBlogger10971100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19873442.post-35240977307263274032012-01-23T23:10:00.002-05:002012-01-24T20:46:35.372-05:00

I'd love to be able to walk but....I can't and I must learn to do other things. I'd love cook like my fiance's mother, butOnly she can do that.  I'd love to travel to South Africa but... I haven't got the money or means to get there. I'd love to lose weight but... I'm not willing to risk losing my mind too. I'd love be more productive tomorrow,but sometimes being with family matters more. I'd

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Well, we're eight days into 2012. I've got a cold. My head hurts too. Argh. So many complaints! Actually, I'm doing OK. Today I bought some Advil Cold and Sinus. That stuff works. The best ten dollars I've spent in ages. I got a coffee and spent two hours reading in a food court. I asked for milk and two Splendas. It tasted like they dumped ten Splenda in there, but I was too stuffed up to bother

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I hope you have all had a great holiday! The new year is just around the corner. However you spend it, be safe! I have no resolutions. I do need to find enjoyable work. This will take time...   Skylar started walking on Christmas. So special. I've enjoyed the holidays with the Observer. The year as a whole has been good. I'm not so obsessed with weight and not as chubby as last year.

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* Being ENGAGED to the love of my life* My oldest brother's recovery from his car accident* treatment my brother received for his issues with alcohol* My twin brother getting married* my weight stabilizing * The books Middlesex, One Day and Under An Afghan Sky* Netflix* Pomegranate tea* My mom's year of good health* Skylar and Cole turning one* Two new elevators in my apartment building* Loblaws

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Today I saw the movie 50/50 staring Joseph Gorden-Levitt and Seth Rogen. The story was bittersweet, real and funny. I enjoyed the movie. So did the Observer. Here is a song I really enjoyed from the movie called The Other Side Of Mt. Heart Attack by The Liars: I promise to refrain from posting too many YouTube videos! It's raining tonight. Wherever you're reading this, I hope you are dry!   OCG

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My twin brother Jeff's wedding was yesterday. What a beautiful day! This had to be my favorite wedding yet. It was cold but not unbearable. I was very emotional. Jeff is not just my brother. He is my friend. I love his new wife Katherine. I know they will be together forever. They just fit.  The photographer was my best friend April and her boyfriend, Dave. The pictures will be amazing. Jeff

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Tonight  the Observer and I went to Hot House Cafe - our favourite Italian restaurant. For weeks, the Observer has been acting odd - like someone is pinching him and he likes it. We planned to go for dinner because we usually go there on weekends. The Observer went ahead of me and when I arrived there was Blue Water in wine glasses all set. I was kind of puzzled. We ordered and I kept wondering

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Ah, so much to say! My oldest brother was in a BAD car accident in Meaford three weeks ago. He was vacationing with his wife and son at a cottage donated to cancer survivors. On their second night there, my brother was getting steaks for dinner when he lost control of the car. You can read about his accident here Poor Shane. He spent just under a week in Owen Sound and was transferred to

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Every day be thankful for what you have and who you are. Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings. Thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf. Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible. Thank you, Lord , that I can see. Many are blind. Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising. Thank you,

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Happy Canada Day! It's pride week in my area. There is sunshine, and lots of hustle and bustle. People seem happy and relaxed. Since I live in a very gay friendly neighbourhood, pride week doesn't feel all that different from a usual week. The streets are just busier. I like it but just for one week. Last night I couldn't sleep. Too much Timothy's Coffee late at night. After breakfast I went to

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When the rain is blowing in your face, And the whole world is on your case, I could offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love. When the evening shadows and the stars appear, And there is no one there to dry your tears, I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love. I know you haven't made your mind up yet, But I would never do you wrong. I've known it from the moment

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"The only people who have all their sh*t together are standing right in it."- Unknowntaken from the novel Lost & Found by Geenen Roth

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The weather is BEAUTIFUL. I spent the day with the Observer. We went to Starbucks. I have been on such a Timothy's kick that I forgot how much I love their coffee. STRONG stuff that Starbucks coffee is! I love it. We ate lunch together and saw a movie called Last night about infidelity. It was gripping but uncomfortable. We went to Subway for dinner later. No complaints except.....Why can't EVERY

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One unfortunate event doesn't have to ruin a whole day. Right? This is what I'm telling myself. This morning was fun. The weather is hot and summery -just my style. I drove to the St. Lawrence Market to meet my Mom, sister and niece. On the way, I unknowingly dropped one of my bags near a park. A friendly lady caught up with in Rabba and gave it back. Our visit to the market was relaxing and

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I was visiting my parents yesterday and my Dad told me the following joke:*A long time ago, there used to be public toilets that cost a dime to use. On a public bathroom wall, this poem was posted:Here I sit broken-hearted,Paid a dime and only farted.Yesterday I took a chance,Saved a dime,and pooped my pants!*Isn't that hilarious?- OCG

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* Down At The Station is my favourite nursery rhyme to sing to my niece Skylar. She seems to like it too!- OCGDown at the stationDown by the station early in the morningSee the little puffer trains all in a row.See the engine driver pull the little handle.Choo choo choo and off we go.Down at the farmyard early in the morningSee the tractor standing in the barn.Do you see the farmer pull the

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I had a good day. Well, it started off with a fainting spell. It's been YEARS since I've had one of those. It was freaky and odd. My attendant was helpful and patient. Thank goodness. My Thursday appointment was positive. I am so thankful to be past the down-and -out rough-stuff. I'm proud of myself.I went to a lecture honouring June Callwood called The Kitchen Is The Heart Of The Home. The topic

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I just returned from the library. Melissa Fung was the keynote speaker. She was held captive in Afghanistan for twenty nine days. The interviewer was CBC's Ana Maria Tremonte from The Current. Many writers come to the library. I have seen most. Tonight's was the most gripping discussion. Maybe that's because most writers haven't lived in a hole for a month living off of food sent down through a

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Did I mention that I got a new wheelchair?Did I mention that it's a lemon?I got stuck on the streetcar tracks a few nights ago while going to the drugstore. Scary. Traffic was backed-up. Some kind teenagers pushed me home. Ahhhhh......What a night!The very next day, my old wheelchair died on the way to the St. Lawrence Market. I was stranded in a very rough area. After scoping out my surroundings

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God, help me to tell the truth to the strong and to avoid telling lies to get the weak’s applause. If you give me fortune, do not take away my reason. If you give me success, do not take away my humility. If you give me humility, do not take away my dignity. God, help me to see the other side of the medal. Don’t let me blame others of treason just because they don’t like me. God, teach me to love

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Anywhere you go, anyone you meet Remember that your eyes can be your enemies I said hell is so close, and heavens out of reach, But I ain't giving up quite yet, I've got too much to lose, Hold me down, sweet and low little girl Hold me down, sweet and low and I will carry you home, Hold me down, sweet and low little girl Hold me down, and i'll carry you home, The rain is gonna fall, the sun is

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Well, if you want to sing out, sing out And if you want to be free, be free 'Cause there's a million things to be You know that there are And if you want to live high, live high And if you want to live low, live low 'Cause there's a million ways to go You know that there are [Chorus:] You can do what you want The opportunity's on And if you can find a new way You can do it today You can make it

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I just read the most beautiful story called The Colour Of Water. It's a black, Jewish man's tribute to his white mother. The way racism and poverty were triumphed by love made me cry. I was so sad to finish the book.Now I'm reading When Food Is Love by Geenen Roth. I've read it several times, but it's good. Books are my friends.The Observer and I saw the movie Paul. Not my taste, but change is Ok

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When I was a kid, my mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in particular when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening so long ago, my mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage, and extremely burned biscuits in front of my dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed! Yet all my dad did was reach for his biscuit, smile

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In People magazine tonight, I heard the expression, "It's all gravy." I think it means an extra or bonus.There's twenty minutes until I go to bed. I went to my Thursday appointment. It was OK. my regular doctor comes back in a week. It's all good. I spend the evening listening to tunes. There are two songs I like presently. The first is called Hello by Dragonette and Magic by Sean Desmond.My

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* my new purple sweater from the Observer's mom* the ability to take a bus when it's snowing outside* having the money to pay bills* my mom for being a survivor* where I live* when the Observer comes to visit me* snow shovelers* Skylar and Cole* the book One Day that Katherine gave me for my birthday* the fresh start a new year brings- OCG

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My high school friend Mona posted on Facebook that she "can't stop eating Panjeeri!" "What is Panjeeri?" I asked myself. I Googled the word and found this info (and image:)Panjiri is an Indian sweet-dish, made from whole wheat flour fried in sugar and ghee, heavily laced with dried fruits and herbal gums. It is usually eaten in the winters to ward off cold. Panjiri is normally given to nursing

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Welcome 2011! I hope yours started with laughter, love, peace, friends, family, and joy. Mine did! Our New Year's Eve was so fun! There was the Observer, myself, John and Christina. There were noise-makers, party hats and cans of Coke Zero (Of course - we are at the Observer's apartment!)I arrived late at around eight o clock. Pizza was on the way. Christina brought yummy pasta salad and John

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A new beginning is about to begin - 2011. It's New Year's Eve and there's mild rain. Outside is quite warm considering it's winter. I spent today on the phone and computer. Needing air, I headed to the Bagel Store for a multi-grain bagel with butter. It was satisfying. They were just about to close but kindly offered to take my order. I got lucky. Next I browsed Winners. I have yet to buy any

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As Thursdays go, this one shaped up well. I went to my weekly appointment which was fine. The taxi driver came right up to the office which was surprising. Normally drivers wait outside. He must have had to use the washroom badly. His first question was "Where is it?" On the taxi, I met two sweet elderly gentleman. One's wife had Alzheimer's and resided in a nursing home. He told me they married

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My goal is to read everyday. It's ten minutes to my bed-time so that's just not happening. Maybe tomorrow or the next day. My day wasn't productive. I had a kind morning attendant. Her name is Sue. I rarely see her, so catching up was a sweet surprise. She's the kind of lady who would be as kind to you in the next hour as she would if a year past since you last saw her. Hopefully I'm like that

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Well, another Christmas has passed. My nephew and niece made our holiday. Skylar was dressed in a pretty red and white dress.(pictured) She looked so cute! We celebrated Christmas Eve at Carlie and Mike's house. The observer came which made my night. We had pizza, spring rolls, crackers and cheese, sweet bread cookies and pie. Such a yummy way to start Christmas! Christmas morning was low key.

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Well, it's Christmas Eve! I can't believe 20zen is almost over. I'm excited for Christmas tomorrow. I'm going to my sister's house to hang out with Skylar (the most important person!), my sister and her husband, the Observer, my brother Jeff and my parents. The evening should be low-key. Tomorrow I'm going to have Christmas morning with my parents and maybe a sibling or two before going to

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You're 28 years old today! How's life up in the clouds? I think of you frequently. Maybe you can see us down here. Can you tell when you're missed? I hope so.Well, life is shaping up well. I haven't heard from your family, but I know your hockey league had a fundraiser in the spring. Your Dad was there.I can't think of much that happened globally this year. The Toronto Maple Leafs are still

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It's all those good things you have in you. The love, the wisdom, the generosity, the selflessness, the patience. The patience! At 3 A.M. when everyone's awake because Ibrahim is sick and he can't find the bathroom and he's just puked all over Katki's bed. When you blink, when you blink! And it's 5:30 and it's time to get up again and you know you're going to be tired all day, all week, all your

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Mom's surgery went well. It's been six days. So far so good. I saw her the day of her operation, but not since. Something tells me giving my parents space is best. In a round a bout way, my sister-in-law said so. I was a bit hurt, but she meant well.I miss my parents. I miss Mom - and Dad too. I miss her calls every day. I miss her happy, energetic way. She'll be OK. It will just take time.....I

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Well, my neice is named Skylar Isabel Ladner Burgess. She gets more beutiful every day. After spending about a week with my Mom and Dad, the new family of three will head home today. My parents will be sad to see them go. Skylar will visit often. Mom's surgery is on Friday. There is so much going on at home.........It's getting colder out. I'm dreading winter. I still need a proper winter coat.

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- The Observer- My attendant Carolyn- Sleeping in- the song I'm Still Here by Johnny Resnik- Red grapes- The woman in the Second Cup line-up who gave 50 cents for my blueberry muffin this morning- Dr. Mills- Cory

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Twenty years from now, you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbour. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream."- Mark Twain"You could take this all away, and I would still have it all. For I have climbed the tree of life, and that is why I am no longer scared to fall."- Tupac (I think)...

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My sister had a little girl! She was born on Friday, May 5th at 9:30 a.m and weighed 9.25 pounds. The baby was delivered via C-Section. I saw her for the first time on Friday night thanks to Dad who picked me up and took me to Oakville. I was sorry to miss my brother Shane who kept saying he "just wanted to see her naked." Too funny....Yesterday I went to see the baby with the Observer. Transhelp

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Fall is almost finished. The leaves are off the trees. The air is crisp. Mornings are chilly. It's dark at night. Change is in the air.Life is good. I'm an aunt again. My niece is so pretty. I love her so much. We have a boy and a girl now. Perfect.Mom is having a hysterectomy in two weeks. She has stage one endometrial cancer. They say she won't need chemo or radiation. We're optimistic. The

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MAROTTA, Giuseppe 'Peppe' - With great sadness we announce the passing of Giuseppe on Saturday, October 23, 2010 in Mississauga at the age of 77. Beloved husband of Francesca for 53 years. Loving father of Francesca (Steve), Angela (Silvio), Pina (Frank) and Tanina (Albert). Cherished Nonno of Peter, Christina, Daniel, Joseph, Johnathon, Adam, Michelle, Emily, Michael, Jessica and Bisnonno of

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CUMMING, Brian Murray: It is with great sadness that we announce that Brian Murray Cumming passed away peacefully on Friday, October 8, 2010 after a long and courageous battle with cancer. A quiet, kind and caring man, Brian will be forever missed by his wife Judy and their children. He was a proud and devoted Dad to Katie Ladner (Shane), Brad Cumming (Kimbie) and Laura Cumming (Colin Pugh).

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Maalox and nose drops and needles for knitting,Walkers and handrails and new dental fittings,Bundles of magazines tied up in string,These are a few of my favourite things.Cadillac's and cataracts, and hearing aids and glasses,Polident and Fixodent and false teeth in glasses,Pacemakers, golf carts and porches with swings,These are a few of my favourite things..When the pipes leak, When the bones

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Looking from the window aboveIt's like a story of loveCan you hear meCame back only yesterdayWho went further awayWant you near meAll I needed was the love you gaveAll I needed for another dayAnd all I ever knewOnly youSometimes when I think of her nameWhen it's only a game and I need youListen to the words that you sayIt's getting harder to stay when I need youAll I needed was the love you

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- My dad turning 58- sushi- my sister having a baby- my new haircut- my boyfriend- my mom- my health- OCG

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I'm visiting the Observer. He's taking a shower. Afterwards, he smells so fresh. Comedy Gold is on TV. It's Designing Women. Classic TV.Dad turns fifty eight tomorrow. This morning I bought him a funny birthday card to go with his Tim Hortons gift card.Do you ever think about the people you've passed on the street? Maybe you've met them before? Maybe they know people you do? Maybe they are part

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"Marriage hath in it less of beauty but more of safety, than the single life; it hath more care, but less danger, it is more merry, and more sad; it is fuller of sorrows, and fuller of joys; it lies under more burdens, but it is supported by all the strengths of love and charity, and those burdens are delightful." -Bishop Jeremy Taylor"I mean, what I always thought was that there was this one,

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I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy. Some kind of guide to tell you when you've crossed the line. It would be nice if you could see it coming, and I don't know how you fit it on a map. You take it where you can get it, and keep it as long as you can. And as for rules, maybe there are none. Maybe the rules of intimacy are something you have to define for yourself.Pain, you just have to ride

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A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of

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Psst! I have a secret. I watch Jersey Shore on Thursday nights. It's like a double x rated Itailian version of Big Brother. It's mindless, dirty entertaiment. I'm ashamed to say how funny I find the show. It's a past-time the Observer and I both share. Snookie is my favourite. She has no shame.I hung out with the Observer on Friday. We went to Caseys. Later Des and I met for coffee. Actually I

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Fall is in the air. I can it. It's been a while since I've blogged. Life is mostly good. The Observer and I have been hanging out lots. We saw Eat, Pray, Love. Can you say, "long movie?" We went to the Ex with my friend Christina. Being Saturday, the place was hot and crowded. The next day we saw the movie Paparazzo. Actually, it was a documentary. I liked it, even though Parish Hilton was it.We

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I have found my way.Maybe I needed to get lost first.Life isn't easy for any of us.It's work.and risk.It's planningIt's trusting.It's loving.It's laughingIt's crying.It's living.It's now.

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My Dad took me to PEI. My uncle Gorden's step-son got married. I got VERY nervous flying, but held in my cereal. We visited Greta, Dad's second Mom. She talked to us like we saw her yesterday. We went to an Italian restaurant on the water.On Saturday, we took a walk on the boardwalk and ate Starbucks bagels. The wedding was simple. I enjoyed dancing.On Sunday we went to Tyne valley church. We

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I am happy to say that my boyfriend is back! I am happy. He read my letter, we talked and connected and got back together. He has always been the one. I needed space and distance. I am so grateful for his love. I hope I can make him as happy as he has made me. I feel like I have a new boyfriend who already knows that I drool on my pillow, laugh when I'm nervous and stiffen when I'm upset. The

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The life that I haveIs all that I have And the life that I have Is yours The love that I haveOf the life that I have Is yours and yours and yours. A sleep I shall haveA rest I shall have Yet death will be but a pauseFor the peace of my years In the long green grass Will be yours and yours and yours. Leo Marks

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Don't say goodnightCuz there's no tomorrow.You gotta flyAnd we'll never have this moment again.Standing on the Edge on the Edge of something;I see it when I look in your eyes.Baby take my hand cuz it's all or nothing;This could be the greatest goodbye.[CHORUS]Baby TonightI'm gonna kiss you like the End of the WorldEnd of the World.Yeah tonight we're gonna kiss like it's the End of the WorldEnd of

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Do you know how amazing you are? I do. I love you. That has never changed. It never will. You are my very best friend. It's unthinkable to imagine life without you. Perhaps that's the difference between LOVING someone and being IN LOVE with them. I can't stop talking to you. Maybe that means I never should. I want you to be happy - whether you are with me or not.I need to tell you that I feel

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I went to Union Station yesterday. I saw Metric give a free concert. There was a man engaged in lude behaviour sitting at a cafe.....I was very disturbed and jumped out of my skin. I had TWO Second Cup chillers, a bagel with cream cheese, a granola bar, pizza and a burrito. Too much food man. Still though, the day was good.Music makes everything better - so does my friend Christina.- OCG

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Last night I went a women's mentorship training. It was a continuation of the training I did in June. The skankie girl named Saba who hooked up with Kevin didn't show up. I was fine with that. We had greasy chicken, salad, bread and fruit. They gave us group assignments. We have to do a fifteen minute presentation on Princess Diana.Later, I went to Starbucks and tried a java chip frappicuno. It

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My family is everything. Dad picked me up on Saturday because I had severe tummy trouble. It's been so long. I forgot what it feels like. He saved me. I read The Heart Of The Matter - a very light book outside in the sun the next day. Mom worked. Grandma called to say Grandpa wouldn't move from his chair all day. She was crying. I said grace for our quiche dinner. It must have worked because

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I came to dance, dance, dance, danceI hit the floor'Cause that's my, plans, plans, plans, plansI'm wearing all my favoritePlans, plans, plans, plansGive me space for both my hands, hands, hands, handsYou, youCause it goes on and on and onAnd it goes on and on and onI throw my hands up in the air sometimesSaying AYOGotta let goI wanna celebrate and live my lifeSaying AYOBaby, let's go'Cause we gon

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It's sunny out today. This morning I went to the St. Lawrence Market. Forgetting to check how much cash was in my wallet, I played it safe and bought a small strudel for my parents. I had enough, but better safe than sorry. I bought myself a bagel, an apple and a banana. My visit home was good. There was a delay on the Go-Train. Something about the doors not closing. I listened to a guy in a

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One wrong number can sure mess up my day. I booked my ride to visit my parents' backwards yesterday afternoon. I touched the wrong preregisted location and totally screwed my plans up. As usual, my Dad is coming to my rescue. We're meeting at Union Station and taking the Go-Train home. What would I do without my amazing Dad? I hate to even imagine.....My sister and her husband are coming for

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I'm hungry - not starving, just hungry. I want a big grocery store bagel. Blueberry or pumpernickel would be delicious .Last night I watched To Kill A Mockingbird. I love that movie. I took it out from the library and it came with a bonus DVD interviewing Gregory Peck. He was a top notch movie star, a man of distinction, talent, class and wisdom. I discovered his son committed suicide at

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Again, it's been a week. I'm slacking man. My weekend was fun. The women's BBQ was alright. Looking at the older females, it struck me that gravity shifts things south as we age. We best enjoy life now. We ate hamburgers. I asked for a veggie burger, but got a hamburger instead. It's alright. I sat with Gabby, Danielle, Jean and Eileen. Jean is 72. She's smart, happy and funny. hopefully that's

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I feel fat....i have these doughnut rolls on my tummy now. I'm trying to stay calm and not overeat or undereat. Balance, right?Music sounds beautiful now. It doesn't matter what song. I hear sounds, feel things and am engaged in living. I went to the market today. I'm going to a BBQ tonight and home tomorrow. Life is alright. I'm livin'- OCG

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I've been laying low lately. I hung out with my friend Des on Thursday. We went to a pub/bar. I had two chocolate shakes. The next day I lost my change purse sowhere around Secound Cup when I bought a chiller. i'm addicted to those milkshake/coffee beverages.On saturday i met my friend Christina at Square One. We had lunch at Marche. I went to my parents' after and had a major chocolate craving.

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Ah, it's been FOREVER since I've blogged. I had peer mentor training for the last two weeks. It's been okay. Girl power is something....Well, I got dumped. It's okay....we only hung out for a bit. Nice guy, but a bit too into playing the field. I'm too old for games.On Thursday, I saw two co-workers fighting outside an office building. Very intense and scary.On Friday, I met Christina at Union

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it's hot today.....I've been in peer mentoring training for the last days. I've got today and Friday off. i saw 101 Dalmatians on VHS at my parents' house and toy story 3 in theaters with Kevin. they are both cute movies.i think i blew it with Kevin. he went out with a colleague of mine on Sunday. i accused him of playing games. the colleague has a boyfriend...oops! i think i hurt his feelings.

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Well, my brother Jeff is engaged to his amazing girlfriend Katherine. He got Katherine's family and our family all together at Cagneys and they arrived shortly after he proposed. Both of them were glowing and very emotional. What a special night....I think it was everything Jeff hoped for. My baby brother is getting married! I can't believe it! Our family is about to have two babies and a wedding

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These days are sweet. I feel as though I've waken up after being asleep for a whole year. Music makes me happy. If I could swing my hips, watch out! I am craving chocolate big time. I'm having trouble controlling it. Most women do, so at least I'm not alone. I like brownies from Second Cup or Timothy's. Lemon poppy seed cake is delicious....I'm so big, but so happy.The top of my joystick fell off

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I met my friend Des at the market today. It was unplanned. I bumped into her while buying a veggie pita. She had an appointment so while she was gone, I bought tokens and biscotti. Later we went to Second Cup and I had a brownie and expresso chiller. I'm ramped on coffee.I'm going home tomorrow because my brother Jeff asked me. I think he's getting engaged!!!!!! My whole family agrees. TWO new

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Well, it's Monday. At this time last week, I went to Buffalo with my Mom and sister. We shopped. I bought sexy new white jeans and a purple top from the Gap. We bought baby stuff from Target, Carters and Babies R Us. I can't believe my sister has a growing bun in her oven! It warms my ticker. On Tuesday I went to the dietitian. I've gained five pounds. She was OK about it - I was freaking. After

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It's sunny and beautiful out today. I'm been stuffing myself with food. Argh! I'm going home soon...it's Father's day.Tomorrow I'm going to the states with my Mom and sister...i'll get back on track....today isn't over yet.I'm grateful for my dad - always.- OCG

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* He taught me how to be kind.....* Dad has a warm smile and eyes* He loves me no matter what* Dad has a great sense of humour* He loves my MomHAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!- OCG

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Well.........I feel big and flabby. I keep eating bagels, drinking calorie filled beverages, Starbucks poppyseed loaf and vegan pizza. Even fat me needs to eat, right? On Wednesday I had coffee with a friend. It was a binge eating day. Thursday was OK. I did have two iced coffees and a chocolate bar.Yesterday I went to a women's training session. It was long but interesting. I had coffee with

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I'm more than just an optionHey, Hey, HeyRefuse to be forgottenHey, Hey, HeyI took a chance with my heartHey, Hey, HeyAnd I feel it taking overI better find your love andI better find your heartI better find your love andI better find your heartI better find your love andI better find your heartI bet if I give all my loveThen nothings gonna tear us apartI’m more than just a numberHey, Hey, HeyI

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i have eaten like a horse today...breakfast was fine. oatmeal is safe. i had a bagel, a huge cookie, a muffin, a slice of poppy seed cake and two iced coffees...eek! it's a beautiful day. I'm doing OK...so why all the food????????? i can't undo it. I've got to let go...tomorrow is a new day.I'm off to my women's group. life goes on.- OCG

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I went to church yesterday. The topic was money and generosity. Ironically, (or not!) the church is behind in their finances. The pastor discussed tithing, which means giving one tenth of your whole income to the church. I didn't know people did things on such a grand scale. Then again, I am a new church goer. Remember I mentioned a lady who befriended me a few weeks ago? Let's call her Ellen.

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Yesterday I went home to visit Cole and my family. We watched the world cup and ate pizza. Cole wasn't in the best spirits. He was always hungry. Maybe he is growing...Watching people in my family hold Cole is the best. Everyone goes all mushy and soft around him - even my macho brother. I kissed Cole four times. He was wearing a sky blue onesie. He's the cutest baby EVER. My sister is looking

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On Thursday I had a boring meeting. Exhausted from lack of sleep the night before, I was not in good spirits. Even my attendant could tell. Before the meeting, a co-worker was teased for eating a cupcake for breakfast. When the secretary came in take minitues, no one except me said hi to her. Rude, huh? I went to my appointment and ate a Timothy's Smarties cookie and a frappicuno for dinner. In

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* A good sleep* Lazy days with friends* The Observer* grilled vegetable pitas* trendy coffee shops* free city events* punctual wheelchair repairs* chocolate chip muffins* the beginning of a new day- OCG

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It rained and was damp and cold today........er. My friend Des forgot to meet me at the market. The bagel lady introduced herself.I am staring at a cute guy. He looks like Adam Lambert. He's probably gay. He's VERY cute...My hormones are crazy. Something has been unleased.I am so thankful for the Observer. We had a heart-to-heart talk. I hope he will tell me his dating tales. It might be a tad

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* Friday night plans* Being excited* The timothy's coffee shop under the bridge* Rain* kisses* Vegan pizza* Feeling connected to life and people* Cole's gassy smiles* Captain Crunch cereal* The taste of mint* Peanut butter cookies* The subway- OCG

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"Even brightness takes getting used to if our eyes are accustomed to dark." I swore I would never be one of those girls, but maybe I am. I am doubting myself....argh! Over thinking doesn't help....Let it be.On Satuday night, I went to the market. Usually they are out of pumpernickel bagels on the weekend, but I got lucky. Feeling down, I had a spur-of-the-moment coffee date with my good friend. I

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It's amazing i'm the reasonEverybody fired up this eveningI'm exhausted barely breathingHolding on to what i believe (Amazing by Kayne West)The sun is shining in full force today AND it's Friday! My sunburned arms have started peeling. Nasty, isn't it? My morning was a bit emotional. My favourite attendant told me that there was a time when her co-workers were very concerned for my health. She

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All winter we got carriedAway over on the rooftoplet's get marriedAll summer we just hurriedso come over, just be patient, and don't worrySo come over, just be patient, and don't worrySo come over, just be patient, and don't worryAnd don't worry.(Death And All His Friends by Coldplay)It has been a grey, rainy day. The rain started yesterday afternoon. After dinner, I craved coffee, so I got one

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It's a bit grey out there today. My whole week has been lazy. Yesterday I ran errands. I must remember to pick up my pills from the drugstore tonight. I had a nice lunch at the market yesterday. I ate a multi grain bagel surrounded by picnic tables, people and pigions. Afterward, I bought a Tim Hortons iced cappuccino. I don't think it was made with milk, but I'm learning to let some things go.

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A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day,drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. Asthey talked about life, about marriage, about theresponsibilities of life and the obligations ofadulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in herglass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glanceupon her daughter." Don't forget your Sisters,' she advised, swirlingthe tea leaves to the bottom of her

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I'm tired today. Church was boring. I didn't feel God's presence. I did feel the need to pee. ignoring a full bladder isn't easy or smart. i had a great evening last night and was so reeved up I couldn't sleep. it's a fun feeling. i think it's called a natural high..Whatever it is, it's good.outside is hot. I'm wearing red capris. i watched Tori And Dean last night. What a dumb show! I also

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My family and I went to Cagney's yesterday. Cole wasn't there, but it was still nice. My brother says he has learned how to scream. My sister and her husband heard the baby's heart beat. It's strong. Carlie's blood pressure is high. The doctor is a bit worried. I'm confident in my sister's health sense. Not having seen my sister for a few weeks, I've missed here. My twin's girlfriend was so

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Life's alright today. There is more sunshine. I ran out of coffee this morning. Luckily, I had just enough for my morning cup. Without it, there would have been trouble. Weight Watchers breads were on sale at Metro. I'm addicted to Weight Watchers pitas. I just discovered they have two points instead of one, but whatever. I bought flat breads too. I'm trying to read a book called Big Girl by

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Outside is super warm again. I'm redder today than yesterday. Just call me "Lobster Face". Argh! I have weekend plans and I want to be in top form. I'm tired. Last night I spent an hour and a half on the phone with my best friend. We had a funny chat. There was a part in the Golden Girls where Sophia said to Rose, "Did you and Arnie play 'find the cannolli?' " We couldn't stop laughing. On my

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My face and arms are red like a lobster. Sunscreen would have been smart. Today hasn't been productive. I spent the morning listing to music and talking to Mom. A deer was trapped in the backyard this morning. Mom called the human society who said the deer would find his way out eventually. Mom remained vigilant about watching the scared animal. I guess deers can be violent when they're scared.

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My long weekend was fun. Saturday night was good. My friend and I went to The Keg. It was a nice dinner. My salad with chicken was yummy. I tried an iced coffee from Tim Hortons and took the subway home. Good times!I saw Cole on Sunday. He opened his eyes and moved his toes when I touched his knee! So exciting! My brothers and I were ALL over him! Poor dude! Mom made steak, chicken and peanut

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Last night I wheeled to my old neighbourhood. Being so lovely outside, I was in the mood for a stroll. It was peaceful but a bit cold when the sun went down. I passed some pretty purple tulips whenever I'm in that area on Thursdays. I had to stop and admire the same flowers last night. I ran into my old university/work friend and we chatted for a bit. We've grown apart in the last year, but it's

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Where do I usually go a beautiful day? To the St. Lawerence market of course.....I had to give a reference for my favourite attendant before I left. I hope my attendant gets the job. Everything I said was positive and truthful.The market was packed. I guess shoppers were getting ready for the May 2-4 weekend. Mom asked me to get shishkabobs. I wanted sixteen for our family dinner on Sunday, but I

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